Near Death Experiences - Was used by Raymond Moody, MD in the book "Life After Death" Near Death Experiences or NDES are reported after near death occurrence. In near death experiences, a person is clinically dead, or in a state where death is iminent. Also, people in deep grief, meditation, or going about their lives have also have had spiritual experiences that seem similar to NDES. Many near death experiences ( NDES) have shown that near death is not accurate, as those who have had near death experiences say they experienced the complete death process, and were not just near death.
Near death experiences (NDES) have revealed two types of possible after life situations. Most near death experiences are pleasurable. The person usually feels love, joy, and peace. But some people have had frightening near death experiences. These NDES frequently have feelings or horror, anger, guilt, shame, condemnation and islation. Near Death Experiences have given us glimpse into the heavens and hell, and the experiences are reported more real than what we have experienced in our earthly lives.
Near Death Experiences that are pleasurable, usually have main events, firstly, being disassociated with the body, secondly seeing the natural environment differently ( being able to see clearer and more vivid, seeing through walls, etc), thirdly, experiencing the supernatural, as the near death experience moves beyound this natural world unseen - usually beiginning with a tunnel of light, and lastly a life review is experienced, where one sees their entire earthly life in fast forward motion.
Near Death experiences that are unpleasurable, usually make the person feel worthless, powerless, nothingness and even tormented. Some may decribe one of these feelings are a combination of them, but in all cases this type of NDE can only be decribed as "HELL". People have reported ugly or frightening land scapes, people in torment, and hidous creatures in the worst cases.
This Is My Own NDE Experience:
I was born in a family of 4 kids 2 sisters older then me and a brother 3 years younger then me we were poor and didn't have very much. My father was a mean alcoholic by the time I was born. Which was back on April - 7th -1956. I do remember some good times with my father. But there was more bad times then good. He used to come home after drinking all night long. He be mad at someone in the bar and when he got home he take it out on my mom. I have seen him beat my mom up a lot of times. And as a kid I could only watch him do that. I realy hated him at that time. I was 5 or 6 years old. This happend up to the time I was 17years old. We didn't have much for food except for home growen vegetables and wild meat. Like dear , rabbits, squirels, and fish. I learned to shot a gun and how to hunt for our meat. I also learned how to set traps for different wild animals. We hardly ever got new cloths to wear mostly 2nd hand cloths. At the age of 17 years old I ranned away from home. Not once but twice. My father and I didn't get along ever well back then. We used to fight all the time about things. By that time I had to call him by his first name not Dad. I bleamed him for ever thing that was wrong in my life. And I wasn't doing good in school. The 2nd time I ranned away from home I was almost 18 years old. I only had 3 months left before I turned 18. But I ended up being sent back home to live untill I was 18. Then I packed up and went out on my own. Mom finely divorced my dad back in 1978.
Needless to say I ended up drinking and useing drugs and hardly working. I lived like that until I met my first husband Harold. I met him down in Winnesboro South Carolina. I lived there for 26 years. Harold drank realy bad as well. But when that old love bug hits it hits hard you know. When we were dating we would go to the bars alot. Most of the time we would get in arugements and end up breaking up. He tell me that I didn't have enough money for him and that I wasn't good enough for him. We went on and off like that for a few months. The last time we got in to it like that is when I had a nervous breakdown. We had been seperated for a while and I had went to the dotor for sleep medication cause I could not sleep at night. I got to where I couldn't think every well at all. I ended up taking my hole bottle of sleep medication I just got refilled that morning.
My friend Linda just happend to stop by to visit me. She tried to wake me up but could hardly wake me. She called 911 and got help for me. She saved me as well as the lord did. I remember waking up enough to remember the paramedics putting me in the ambulance. The paramedics wanted to work on me but I wouldn't let them. And by law they couldn't with out my permission unless I was unconscious. I remember one of the paramedics talking to me about letting them save me but still I said no. One of the paramedics that was next to me had a small flash light looking in my eyes she was saying she's going she's going and at last I heard was she gone. And the light of the falsh light slowly driffed away from me. Then every thing went black. Then I felt my self come up out of my body and I was floating over the 3 paramedics and my body. I saw the woman holding a mask over my face and squeezing on it. And the one male paramedic pushing on my chest with his hands and the other male paramedic putting IV neddles in my arms. Thats when I shot up wards realy fast like the speed of light. I went through darkness with what look like the stars shining in the black space. Then I came to a stop and I could see a white light shining at the end of a tunnel. I could hear voices calling to me out of the darkness to hurry up and get in the light. They told me to run as fast as I could to get in to the light hurry. When I findly made in to the light Juses came down from above me into the black space. That's what I call it. And with him there was about 200 to 300 people in white growns on standing behind him . Jesus had on a blue robe and a white grown on. And his feet were bare I could see the nail holes in them as well in his hands.
I asked him who the people were standing behind him? He told me they were all my family members that I knew and ones that I haven't met yet. I remember feeling ashamed and feeling not being worthy of standing in front of him. I fell down on my knees. I started crying and asking forgiveness for all the things I did wrong in my life up to that time. He took me by my hands and pulled me up off my knees. Then he waved his left arm to one side and I saw my whole life as a baby through the age up to I was when I tried to kill myself. All the bad things I done in life as well as all the good things I've done. It realy didn't take that long to watch my past life go by. At the end he told me he loved me and that it wasn't my time to die and my work on earth wasn't done yet. I had to go back and finish my work on earth. I asked him if it would of been my time to die would I have made it to heaven? He said yes my child I would of let you enter through the gates of heaven. After he said this I started to drift down ward and then I findly felt my self go back in to my body and I opened up my eyes and saw my sister Hazel and my friend Linda standing next to my bed. And I married Harold after that. Which only lasted for 5 years.
The 2nd time I had my NDE was back in 1987. I got married to my 2nd husband Wayne. And as the first husband he drank alot to. When I got pregnant we had been tring for 2 years to have a baby. I was about 3 months along when Wayne had plans to go deep sea fishing with 4 of his friends. I wasn't feeling to good at that time I throught it was just morning sickness. Since this was my first time pregnant. Wayne left for Mertal Beach in South Carolina. Which was 165 miles from where we lived at that time in Winnsboro South Carolina. I layed down to take a nap thinking it would help me cause the way I was feeling. But it didn't. When I woke up I was light headed and had big sweet balls of water on my skin. The doctor said I was in a state of shock. I could hardly move. I was going to call my mother in law Becky but then I remembered her and her husband Joe was going to the beach as well on a vaction.
I drifted in and out of sleep by then and I remember the next thing I saw was Jesus standing next to the bed talking to me. The first time I met jesus I made him promise me that the next time it was my time to die that he be the one to come and get me so I wouldn't be afraid to cross over to the other side. And yep there he was keeping his promise. He told me again that it wasn't my time to die and he wanted me to call Becky and get her and grandma Kate to come help me. I told him that I would but she was gone to the beach. He said no she's not I turned her around and she's home so call her.
I picked up the phone to dial her number when I stoped. He asked me what was wrong? I told him I could not see the numbers on the phone cause every thing was to blurry. Jesus asked me if I believed in him and I said yes I do. He then said I well put your fingure on the numbers you need to dial Becky. So I did just what he said to do. And that is the 2nd time I talked to Jesus. Come to find out my baby was in my right fallopian tube and it busted opened. I had lost 3 pints of blood and I would of died with in 30 mintues if I had not done what Jesus told me to do. I know Jesus is real and so is Heaven and so is HELL which I don't want to go there. I pray every night for all my family members that have died and the one's that are still alive. And for my friends and co-workers and there familys. I aso pray for my pets that have died since my child hood and through my audlt life. And I have been visited from family members that have crossed over to heaven as well as my pets that have died. So I know we live on after death here on earth. I can't wait until it is my time to go to heaven and be with my 2 children that are there. I had lost one baby at 18 years old and then the baby I lost when I was 31 years old when I was married to Wayne my 2nd husband.
I also want to add to this is that back in 1996 I came home from North Carolina. I had my 19 year old neice with me at that time. I moved from Winnesboro South Carolina to Gold Hill North Carolina. I lived there for 4 1/2 months. My relationship ended with Johnny and I came home after 26 years of being away from my family. My father and mother remarried back in 1984. They had a good marraige then. Dad didn't drink any more. In 1992 my dad had 5 stroks. He ended up in a nursing home for nine years blind by his diabetes and a heart problem. And he could not walk. He could not do nothing for himself. I got to know him in 1996 and we had a good relationship then. The last 72 hours of his life was a very hard one. He suffered realy bad. And I was praying for god to just let him go on to heaven. Finely he did passed away. I strongly believe that he is in heaven with all my other family members and friends. And my little pets that are there. I love my father very much. I know that with alcoholic's it's a sickness and it is hard to get better. But if you realy want it bad enough you can do it. Now since I have turned 51 years old I also have diabetes and a heart problem. On the left side of my heart I have a bolckage. I take diabetes meds and high blood presure meds. My brother Glenn has this as well as my sister Hazel. But she doesn't have a blocked heart. I hope that when it is my time to die that I wont suffer like my father did.
